Can our lizard brain evolve?

Can our lizard brain evolve?

There is a part of our brain connected with our most ancient experiences as humans, the ones that made us fight or flight for survival.This mechanism functions at a physical level, to preserve life of course, and also at an emotional level, to preserve sanity.

We are in the profound habit of avoiding pain at all costs, to buffer the traumatic experiences we don’t want to remember. Why? because so far we have not recovered the consciousness, the part of our self that is still buried into the trauma. We are confused with our pain.

We always want to revisit that space within to heal, that’s why there is a reoccurrence of problems in life, and we are fighting it with the ancient surviving mode of our lizard brain. We don’t let ourselves touch the real experience that created the trauma in the first place, suppressing the natural healing mode thereof. It therefore gets stored, out of reach in our subconscious.

That is how we become addicted to some character traits, habits and behaviors that become addictions or compulsions. That’s how the persona is created. A portion of our consciousness, our natural clarity and positive outlook is obliterated, replaced by an addiction that becomes a program overtime and directs our behaviors.

In order to conjure up negative behaviors, thoughts or feelings that have become unconscious addictions ruling our lives, one has to become aware of the trauma or core issue, the painful experience behind. Once that trauma is finally demystified and digested, it can be accepted and thus resolved. You then regain Consciousness, the piece of you that had escaped in the survival mode.

How does that happen? The way that this “little miracle” can happen is in the willingness to tackle the areas of your life that you have denied because it was too painful to face. We have to have the willingness to “face the music” because only then, will we be able to recover the pearls waiting for us to be retrieved. And that is the hardest because we are afraid of pain, we pushed it back, until it becomes a vague but still throbbing memory blocking the flow of our well-being. These blocks show up with worries, stress, anxiety and so forth.

Every pain, trauma, disturbing events in anyone’s life goes into a huge storage within— the subconscious treasury— and this is where it marinates creating fumes that peer at the surface into negative experiences, thoughts and feelings to deep addictions when the button is pushed beyond the point of release.

We can certainly retrain our brain to think differently about a situation. Or we can superficially erase our negative emotions. We can forcefully retrain our behaviors, but that comes with a price— the denial of a part of ourselves. It is a partial conquest and the real work remains to be done.

The New era is the time when humanity conquers the last part of its consciousness. It takes courage and determination to end the denial and own the subconscious space. That will radically stop the pursuit of addictions and compulsive behaviors with their procession of pain.

Questions?

  • Tired of fighting life with negative feelings and behaviors that zap your well-being?
  • Wanting to grow from surviving out of fear to living out of clear choice?

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Can our lizard brain evolve?

About Natalie

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional  happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Wonder why you don’t feel good at times without any reason?

Wonder why you don’t feel good at times without any reason?

Well, we are an energy system and as long as we don’t hold all our pieces within, we are flying off the handle! Literally. Hard to stop energy from moving!

So imagine, there you are, momentarily harnessed in you, and all is groovy. Then something happens in your environment, at work, at home, wherever. A thought hit your mind and off you go… out!

Your child is hurting, you see something on TV that moves you, a friend confides in you, a co-worker is struggling, clients expose their problems, you have all these demands made on your system, soliciting your energy. To a degree you hold on well. You are efficient, you respond, you are a trained and responsible asset of your family, your company, your enterprise, wherever you operate. So far so good.

But something moves in you at all times, your energy, the energy of others, the collective unconsciousness, the climate, your biorhythms, you are constantly subjected to a ton of solicitations and you do your very best to balance and counteract their effects.

First off, we have to understand that no matter how well we function, we still are fragmented; that is the premises of humanity, since we lose a part of our consciousness by incarnating in our body. So as long as we are not whole, which means having done our work of retrieving our missing parts, we are going to go out! Because it is the most natural place our energy is going to go to search for its missing part. It is also called the projection mechanism.

We see something outside that resembles us, a fragment of us in the 3-D mirror, and off we go. We project ourselves onto our loved ones, our children, a colleague, a friend, you name it! Then we become co-dependent with those protagonists with the invariable count of expectation, resentment, jealousy, all the way to excessive love, guilt and compassion.

That is a solid habit that all of us are attached to. We have done that for life times, trying to find ourselves in the outer world, in the reflection of the mirror… because that’s what is presented to us to begin with, that’s what we know!

Away from ourselves, we feel bad. That is a natural response of our guidance system letting us know that we stepped away!

So how to remedy that state of things, come back to ourselves and operate from a centered place, solidly harnessed into our Self? How do we come from a loving place, a place of detachment, which means coming from an original place of love, the true heart, instead of being there into someone and love in retrospect?

We certainly have learned a lot, especially in the last decades. We do yoga, we meditate, we take care of our emotions. We have awaken. And that’s good. Is it enough? No, it’s a progress but we are still incomplete.

We don’t know that there is a part of our divine essence that is still missing. We kind of heard of it, at least some of us, but we don’t really measure the distance that still separates us from that deep unity with the full count of energy that we really are.

And it’s not our fault. That part of divinity never really revealed itself but lately. The Mother of Creation has been treated as a secondary element of divinity. Eve was born from a rib of Adam…ha ha… The Goddess energy has never really been validated to the true measure that She is and therefore, we are still treating Her, the missing part of ourselves, with unconscious fear and a little condescendence and we don’t know how to really approach it and own it.

Stay tuned for more next time…

Questions?

  • Taken away from yourself by your children, your partner, your job, your friends?
  • Longing to enjoy without having to pay a price?

Hey, let’s chat, that’s what I am here for, to help you find out more about the joy of being you without restrictions! Drop me a line at info@nataliekawai.com or PM me on Facebook!

Wonder why you don't feel good at times without any reasons?

About Natalie 

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional  happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist. 

 

Why Do We Have Undercover Fear & Guilt To Be Who We Are?

Why Do We Have Undercover Fear & Guilt To Be Who We Are?

Why can’t we surrender the weapons and tricks of our ego that easily and why is it so hard to shift from the paradigm of our programming to the true nature that we are and all yearn for?

The number one reason is of course the fact that we are not conscious of being programmed, since we don’t remember that we replaced our lost consciousness by some foreign elements that made us feel whole again in a pseudo manner.

Number 2 is that we lived for so long in the tapestry of our woven programs that we became confused with it. We are therefore attached to them, and worse they became our pseudo identity. We will fight for this pseudo identity very hard, like for the blood in our veins! That goes to show the momentum and supremacy that this entity (our pseudo self) has gained over time.

Number 3 is the fact that even though we want our true self and are called by it, we are afraid of it, locked in a 2 steps forward, 2 steps backward kind of a dance. We wonder why we would rather sabotage our chance to be ourselves, rather than going all the way. We don’t understand why even though the right choice is right in front of us, we turn our back on it and fall back into the trap of avoidance, procrastination, addictions, victimization, or any kind of stories that pulls us away from embracing our true power and respecting ourselves 100%.

Why don’t we do what our heart deeply tells us to do? Because we are in the habit of sabotaging ourselves out of a tenacious claw that holds all of us very tight: the guilt to be and the fear to be.

Let’s examine those. Why on Earth would I feel guilty to be, one could ask? Well, this feeling is of course super unconscious and doesn’t apparently make any sense unless we dig a little further down into why we would feel that way. So let’s go back to its origin. We exit Source and immediately after everything collapses. Not only do we feel the tremendous pain of being out of Source, but we also are terrified because we don’t know where we are. To top it all, we think we made a tremendous mistake and totally blew it. In short, we feel guilty, for having come out and created the mess we are in.  That guilt is reflected by Christianity with the concept of original sin. The real origin of the guilt is actually anterior. When the Father pushes the Mother away, he receives guilt as a signal that something went wrong. We just top this first guilt with ours.

Now there is another aspect to the guilt. We not only feel guilty because we think it’s all our fault, but we also feel that “being” is  the inherent nature of divinity, the energy we come from and have lost. Since we wrongfully think we made a mistake by exiting and thus fell in disgrace, “banished from Eden”, we no longer feel worth that being-ness. Being becomes the “privilege” of divinity and thinking we have the right to be would be a blasphemy. All we are entitled to is to do our best to redeem ourselves until God bestows mercy upon us. This is not a scenario that we have consciously in mind of course, this runs into the deepest tracks of our subconscious, and one has to be willing to take a look, meaning dig in these layers, to truly unwind the predicament.

Needless to say that with this intricate set of thoughts, we have a hard time trusting ourselves.

Thinking we made a mistake and then lost our privilege to be doesn’t promote an easy way back to embracing our being-ness, our true nature. We unconsciously fight it, driven by these deep and subconscious beliefs that if we don’t exorcise and dismantle, will prevent us to return to our Source, embrace our true nature of being and thus become whole.

How do we address a belief that I am not even aware would be a legitimate question. ….to be followed.

Next week we’ll go further into that!

Questions?

  • Have you done all you could do to solve a problem you have and it is not going away?
  • Why can’t you create the life you really want?

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Why Do We Have Undercover Fear & Guilt To Be All That We Are?

About Natalie 

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.

The Fundamental Energy of the Universe is Emotional. It is a Tremendous Desire!

The Fundamental Energy of the Universe is Emotional. It is a Tremendous Desire!

In my research, I have been journeying backwards in sequences to the Initial Source, to come back to the very Womb, or point of creation, where we all started.

Let me invite you to that journey!

First, I became aware that the Universe’s primary energy is an emotional one. It is a tremendous desire that pulsates from its center out. This energy bears in its womb all the ingredients of creation: the Will, the Spirit, the Heart, and what will become the reflection of Source, the material of self-realization, the Body. The Will is the Mother; the Spirit is the Father. They contain us, the children, and will deliver us into creation. We are inside of them.

The Will, standing from the Whole or Beginning, is the densest material of creation. It is very magnetic and holds everything together. It is the feeling and nurturing part of the essence, and it keeps the creation grounded to its root. The Spirit is more volatile and electrical; it is the scout of creation, the part of the Essence that takes thoughts and initiates. The Heart is the blender; it brings together all the elements of creation so they can flow into Source. It carries the love of the universe, and it is destined to reunite all the aspects of its  grandeur. The Body or Matter is the lowest vibrational ingredient of creation; its frequency is slow. It is designed to be the mirror, the reflector of all the other ingredients once it is in place, meaning manifested.

The initial Will, the womb of creation, is a matrix that holds all this material together within itself. One day, the desire brewing incessantly reaches its maximum contention and needs to get out and express. It takes a journey of self-expression in order to know itself or to self-realize. This universal energy encapsulates everything and is capable of forming all the rest. It is called the “Will,” the magnetic essence that created everything else down the line. It is the Great Mother of all Creation.

That initial core atom is made out of pixels—light pixels that have tremendous power and momentum. They are not activated into being the light we know about; they are dormant and not yet manifested. The Will and the Spirit dynamic is the precursor of the necessary dual mode. In order to have any activity or creativity, two are needed so one can reflect the other, in a reference system. All of that is in the matrix of the “Universe,” the initial “Will,” and so are we!

Questions?

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About Natalie Kawai The Fundamental energy of the Universe is Emotional. It is a tremendous desire!

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.

How to repurpose our ego energy

How to repurpose our ego energy

Ego is an energy entity, much like a person. It was born, grew in force and experience, and over time, developed strong characteristics of control and survival. Establishing its supremacy over us in a sly and solid strategy, it moves its puns on the game, in a systematic and under cover approach.

Its role is to preserve the newly found coherence of the identity we desperately try to restructure, after having lost a lot of our substance or consciousness through the “big bang” of creation.

The ego is necessary. Without it, we would still be scattered in limbo. We wouldn’t be able to have a form. Remember, after having exploded, we hastily recompose a semblance of our lost coherence, taping into the pool of fear-based thoughts all around, and patching up the holes with this replacement material. This new identity had to be kept together, tight and solid, and this is how the ego came to birth. The ego is like a membrane that has formed around our energy. It surrounds and keeps the integrity of the new cell we rekindled to survive, and go about our journey out of Source.

We put it in place, we created it and then, like everything that is given birth in this universe, it started to take on a life of its own. The energy of the ego is not coming from a dark zone, it is just energy, energy that wants to survive. Itʼs been assigned a role to begin with: the defense of the new found identity, which includes the patterns that have replaced our true self. And itʼs doing a really good job by not letting us easily free ourselves from this entity we have become. Its function is to do all it can to preserve the mold we assembled, and are entrapped into. Since we have been with our “ego” from day one of creation, it is well aware of our psychology and the least meander of our character, and therefore knows to perfection how to exploit them!

Everything in this universe is created from the very single Original Energy, and develops different traits and characteristics along the way. Away from its starting point, any energy entity will more or less severely stray, and experience outside the realm of its provenance. It will lose its remembrance and develop a renegade nature. It will think that it has become the master in command and will find a sense of self and power in a caricature of truth instead of truth. Spinning its wheels in an artificial land, it is doomed to collapse, when the light of truth finally comes back and shines over its shadows!

In the case of our personal ego, the power and full hegemony that it exerts upon us will only last until one wakes up from the illusion and starts to build up true power, regaining consciousness in the momentum of ongoing and dedicated work. Then the ego will be blocked in its track by the presence of self. The programs squatting the space will have to go and the keeper will have nothing to keep anymore! The ego will be on strike and at this point will convert back into a purer energy. That energy will still surround our cells, as a vibrational membrane to maintain our physical form, so that we can continue to experience our Source from the perspective of our incarnation.

Knowing that the ego is trained to be the keeper of the artificial order within, assuring the interim in the temporary absence of our Consciousness is good, but itʼs not enough to conjure up its intricate organization and dominance. This pseudo order within having become what we think we are, we will defend it and therefore enforce our ego.

It will feel safer for a while to operate from the old ego paradigm, but then as the soul evolves, it will become imperative to seek for truth, like air to breathe! At this stage, a person will look for ways to regain self and through implacable practice, will retrieve the lost consciousness. There will be an awkward passage, haunted by a lot of fear, where one will lose its bearings and step into the void without a net. The dissolution of the patterning, along with the backing down of the ego is very challenging since we functioned in this pseudo order forever. As fake as it is, that system is what we know and even outdated and dysfunctional, it feels safe and we are attached to it.

The ego is that voice inside that doesnʼt want things to change. It makes us feel that change is highly dangerous and we better off maintaining status quo. So stubbornness is one of the favorite weapons of the ego. It will also make us feel victimized by other people or situations so that we stay as far away from our power as we can.

Discouragement, doubt, boredom, sense of being defeated, incapable, unworthy, not good enough, too shy, too short, too old, too whatever, “I canʼt”, “I donʼt have the time”… and so forth are all part of the panoply of ego strategies to maintain status quo and disable a person to find their true self. Stepping in the unknown is challenging, no question about it, but the unknown is the place where instead of losing ourselves, we actually find ourselves! In the vastness of what we donʼt know lies the dormant consciousness that we so long for. By stepping into it, we create a bridge toward our very Self!

Dealing with the ego though is not dealing with the enemy; itʼs dealing with a part of us that has been assigned a function for the longest time and does not remember where it is coming from and where it belongs. It has become identified with its role. It is not about laying siege to the ego until it capitulates, itʼs about re-owning Self until the ego has nothing to fight for anymore, no pseudo structure to defend. It can then be recycled into the energy that it came from: Source.

Questions:

  • A voice keeps nagging you in devaluing your true potential
  • Feel at time discouraged, bored, defeated, unworthy
  • Holding off, procrastinating, feeling stubborn
  • Then your good old ego is holding the deck too tight

Time to establish more of  YOU in the game so that you can be the master and play your card, instead of it playing you!

Feel free to book your discovery no-obligation session with me. I can’t wait to talking to you!

info@NatalieKawai.com

How to recycle your ego energy

About Natalie

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.