Wonder why you don’t feel good at times without any reason?

Wonder why you don’t feel good at times without any reason?

Well, we are an energy system and as long as we don’t hold all our pieces within, we are flying off the handle! Literally. Hard to stop energy from moving!

So imagine, there you are, momentarily harnessed in you, and all is groovy. Then something happens in your environment, at work, at home, wherever. A thought hit your mind and off you go… out!

Your child is hurting, you see something on TV that moves you, a friend confides in you, a co-worker is struggling, clients expose their problems, you have all these demands made on your system, soliciting your energy. To a degree you hold on well. You are efficient, you respond, you are a trained and responsible asset of your family, your company, your enterprise, wherever you operate. So far so good.

But something moves in you at all times, your energy, the energy of others, the collective unconsciousness, the climate, your biorhythms, you are constantly subjected to a ton of solicitations and you do your very best to balance and counteract their effects.

First off, we have to understand that no matter how well we function, we still are fragmented; that is the premises of humanity, since we lose a part of our consciousness by incarnating in our body. So as long as we are not whole, which means having done our work of retrieving our missing parts, we are going to go out! Because it is the most natural place our energy is going to go to search for its missing part. It is also called the projection mechanism.

We see something outside that resembles us, a fragment of us in the 3-D mirror, and off we go. We project ourselves onto our loved ones, our children, a colleague, a friend, you name it! Then we become co-dependent with those protagonists with the invariable count of expectation, resentment, jealousy, all the way to excessive love, guilt and compassion.

That is a solid habit that all of us are attached to. We have done that for life times, trying to find ourselves in the outer world, in the reflection of the mirror… because that’s what is presented to us to begin with, that’s what we know!

Away from ourselves, we feel bad. That is a natural response of our guidance system letting us know that we stepped away!

So how to remedy that state of things, come back to ourselves and operate from a centered place, solidly harnessed into our Self? How do we come from a loving place, a place of detachment, which means coming from an original place of love, the true heart, instead of being there into someone and love in retrospect?

We certainly have learned a lot, especially in the last decades. We do yoga, we meditate, we take care of our emotions. We have awaken. And that’s good. Is it enough? No, it’s a progress but we are still incomplete.

We don’t know that there is a part of our divine essence that is still missing. We kind of heard of it, at least some of us, but we don’t really measure the distance that still separates us from that deep unity with the full count of energy that we really are.

And it’s not our fault. That part of divinity never really revealed itself but lately. The Mother of Creation has been treated as a secondary element of divinity. Eve was born from a rib of Adam…ha ha… The Goddess energy has never really been validated to the true measure that She is and therefore, we are still treating Her, the missing part of ourselves, with unconscious fear and a little condescendence and we don’t know how to really approach it and own it.

Stay tuned for more next time…

Questions?

  • Taken away from yourself by your children, your partner, your job, your friends?
  • Longing to enjoy without having to pay a price?

Hey, let’s chat, that’s what I am here for, to help you find out more about the joy of being you without restrictions! Drop me a line at info@nataliekawai.com or PM me on Facebook!

Wonder why you don't feel good at times without any reasons?

About Natalie 

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional  happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist. 

 

Why doesn’t life give you what you want?

Why doesn’t life give you what you want?

Let’s now talk about how to go along with our soul agreements, how to hear them, respect them and join force with them to a higher place of consciousness.

We can definitely say that listening to our heart is the closest thing to start with. The pulse of our heart transmits the frequency of our soul and we do receive messages that way. The pulse of our heart can also be called intuition. They make us feel good.

The problem is that as long as we are in duality, there are two tracks that speak through us: the track of Source and the track of ego. And they both feel good, because ego will make you think you are on the track of Source. That’s the favorite weapon of ego. You can pray or meditate for guidance and since you come from duality, you will receive what you want to receive, because the Universe can only send you the messages that you want to receive. Why? Because you have free will and that is going to influence your vibration. If you ask for blue, you will receive blue. Ask and it’s given.

Remember the universe never imposes itself on you.

And it’s ok, no fault here, just experience. Then along the way, you will feel that your “guidance” is not really giving you the right answers anymore, your intuition is not bullet proof, it challenges you. That’s exactly how you decide to short circuit your free will, and play forth with your masterful soul agreements. A soul agreement as we know is a force that is most influential because it has been set by you prior to incarnation. There is no way you can go against yourself forever. It would be counterproductive.

So when you don’t get what you want, despite all your efforts, you need to know that you are up against a soul agreement that will not let you deviate the purpose of your soul any longer. And that serves your highest interest, even though it doesn’t necessarily feel that way!

What to do then? Time to feel what you really feel— the frustration, the anger, the disappointment, the sadness, the despair and so forth. You can’t get over them by creating new stuff or better situations anymore, you are pointed toward those feelings, the feelings you wanted to avoid at all costs.  A part of you needs to be retrieved and the only way to retrieve it is through feeling it.

That’s the time when you will get in accord with you and harmonize with your soul agreements and let them know that you got their message and don’t want to fight them anymore.

What you want that doesn’t show up as yet is the mere expression of a part of you that you don’t own as yet. Your soul is asking you to retrieve that part before you can manifest what you want.

A soul agreement pushes us to access full presence so that we stop creating to prove ourselves and our value, but instead BE that worthiness and create from a place of full alignment with our Source.

Questions

  • Frustrated, defeated or puzzled because you don’t get what you want?
  • Wondering what’s wrong with you?
  • Feeling a bit left out?

Then let’s talk. Book a one-on-one free consultation with me and let’s take a look at why you can’t create what you want to create! info@NatalieKawai.com

Why doesn't life give you what you want?

About Natalie

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional  happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist. 

 

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True Purpose – The Real Meaning Of Our Life

True Purpose – The Real Meaning Of Our Life

What is our destiny as the people of Earth? Why are we here and what are we supposed to do? What is the purpose of life? Why do we die, and why do we have to go through torments, pains, frustrations, and desires that remain unfulfilled? Why do we all dream about a better world?

Whether we admit it or not, we all are haunted by these questions. We try to live our lives in the best possible way to enjoy and create what we want so we can be happy, or at least convince ourselves that we are. We actively create on Earth an emulation of Source that we “think” will bring us happiness and fulfillment. We mimic our Source to feel happy. We do that mostly by controlling our mindset. It is a first step and it is of course a good one, but restricted. We function on half our potential and we don’t even know it!

Thinking that achieving wellbeing in a material and emotional manner, flowing positive thoughts, cultivating a good attitude, changing old programs for better ones is going to fulfill our ultimate goal is still part of a temporary illusion. It only means “emulating” Source, but it doesn’t mean we have achieved our true purpose, which is being Source -—consciously experiencing what was ours to begin with; the piece of real estate that we used to own in Source. That only will give us a deep sense of fulfillment that nothing can compare with.

As human beings we have a hard time conceiving that we can BE Source, because we feel that this would be a form of blasphemy, we are attached to not being entitled. We are still traumatized by our entry into the world, our incarnation that was pretty hectic one must say! We are deeply embedded with a sense of having done something wrong and therefore hang on to our diminished sense of being.

Returning to full consciousness is the purpose of our life. It means to actively search for the parts of us that are still in limbo. Then we will be able to apply that consciousness to the vivid creation of our life. That only will fulfill us, since creativity is our primary identity.

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Still confused about the purpose of your life?
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About Natalie

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feelTrue Purpose - The Meaning of our Life that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.

 

 

Why Do We Get Jealous?

Why Do We Get Jealous?

How to feel better out of the crows of jealousy

Even when spiritually evolved, a lingering feeling of jealousy can harbor within the best hidden place in us. If we don’t understand why it is there and what to do about it, a lot of energy otherwise held up can be freed!

Repurpose the energy entrapped into jealousy.

When you feel jealous, it’s because your energy is into someone else or something else. The typical crime of passion describes it very clearly. Curtis loves Cecilia who betrays him with Neal. Curtis is all the way entrenched into Cecilia, to the point of total blindness of reason. Curtis kills Neal, because he needs to own Cecilia entirely. His emotions raised to fury when he learns that Cecilia went with Neal, because at this very moment, he feels that he lost a huge piece of himself and that makes him furious, to the point of suppressing a life.

That is extreme of course, but very descriptive.

When you envy someone for their looks, their success, their career, or whatever they have that looks like a benefit you deeply want, you are jealous. You become identified with something outside of you. That feeling can range from mild to extreme and it haunts you, whether you admit it or not. You can camouflage it, put some kind thoughts or words on it— “I am happy for you”, and pretend that you are not jealous, but… that is just a form of repression.

Repression is not doing any good to your system, even though you might feel you are in control.

Jealousy is the most natural feeling that we humans can feel when we don’t have the quality or advantage we want in life and look around at those who have it. Why? Because of our habit to project ourselves out, and to project what we want onto the world in a desperate attempt to get it.

Jealousy is a strong signal that you are away from yourself, yearning for that piece of you, you are trying to get by projecting it outside on the screen of life.

This pursuit never works and one will always end up feeling frustrated, sad, morose, enraged or disillusioned. Looking to find ourselves into others and into the three dimensional reality is a deep illusion that even those who know about it fall into, because it has many layers.

What to do about it. Number one rule. Don’t deny!

Follow the stream of your emotion. Feel it to the brim until it is all transformed, turned back into pure power. Then you will have triumphed from your projection, your alienation outside of you and return to your Self, and your own power.

Questions:

  • When jealous, are you ashamed, angry, self-critical, sad, aggressive?
  • Do you repress your jealousy not knowing what to do with it?
  • Or launch it out creating deviated frictions?

If you knew how to deal with your jealousy and return to peace without suffering, you would have done it a long time ago! I can help with radical solutions. Don’t hesitate to connect with me at info@nataliekawai.com

About Natalie

Why Do We Get Jealous?

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.

 

Why Do We Have Undercover Fear & Guilt To Be Who We Are?

Why Do We Have Undercover Fear & Guilt To Be Who We Are?

Why can’t we surrender the weapons and tricks of our ego that easily and why is it so hard to shift from the paradigm of our programming to the true nature that we are and all yearn for?

The number one reason is of course the fact that we are not conscious of being programmed, since we don’t remember that we replaced our lost consciousness by some foreign elements that made us feel whole again in a pseudo manner.

Number 2 is that we lived for so long in the tapestry of our woven programs that we became confused with it. We are therefore attached to them, and worse they became our pseudo identity. We will fight for this pseudo identity very hard, like for the blood in our veins! That goes to show the momentum and supremacy that this entity (our pseudo self) has gained over time.

Number 3 is the fact that even though we want our true self and are called by it, we are afraid of it, locked in a 2 steps forward, 2 steps backward kind of a dance. We wonder why we would rather sabotage our chance to be ourselves, rather than going all the way. We don’t understand why even though the right choice is right in front of us, we turn our back on it and fall back into the trap of avoidance, procrastination, addictions, victimization, or any kind of stories that pulls us away from embracing our true power and respecting ourselves 100%.

Why don’t we do what our heart deeply tells us to do? Because we are in the habit of sabotaging ourselves out of a tenacious claw that holds all of us very tight: the guilt to be and the fear to be.

Let’s examine those. Why on Earth would I feel guilty to be, one could ask? Well, this feeling is of course super unconscious and doesn’t apparently make any sense unless we dig a little further down into why we would feel that way. So let’s go back to its origin. We exit Source and immediately after everything collapses. Not only do we feel the tremendous pain of being out of Source, but we also are terrified because we don’t know where we are. To top it all, we think we made a tremendous mistake and totally blew it. In short, we feel guilty, for having come out and created the mess we are in.  That guilt is reflected by Christianity with the concept of original sin. The real origin of the guilt is actually anterior. When the Father pushes the Mother away, he receives guilt as a signal that something went wrong. We just top this first guilt with ours.

Now there is another aspect to the guilt. We not only feel guilty because we think it’s all our fault, but we also feel that “being” is  the inherent nature of divinity, the energy we come from and have lost. Since we wrongfully think we made a mistake by exiting and thus fell in disgrace, “banished from Eden”, we no longer feel worth that being-ness. Being becomes the “privilege” of divinity and thinking we have the right to be would be a blasphemy. All we are entitled to is to do our best to redeem ourselves until God bestows mercy upon us. This is not a scenario that we have consciously in mind of course, this runs into the deepest tracks of our subconscious, and one has to be willing to take a look, meaning dig in these layers, to truly unwind the predicament.

Needless to say that with this intricate set of thoughts, we have a hard time trusting ourselves.

Thinking we made a mistake and then lost our privilege to be doesn’t promote an easy way back to embracing our being-ness, our true nature. We unconsciously fight it, driven by these deep and subconscious beliefs that if we don’t exorcise and dismantle, will prevent us to return to our Source, embrace our true nature of being and thus become whole.

How do we address a belief that I am not even aware would be a legitimate question. ….to be followed.

Next week we’ll go further into that!

Questions?

  • Have you done all you could do to solve a problem you have and it is not going away?
  • Why can’t you create the life you really want?

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Why Do We Have Undercover Fear & Guilt To Be All That We Are?

About Natalie 

Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.