by Natalie Kawai | Dec 5, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
There is a part of our brain connected with our most ancient experiences as humans, the ones that made us fight or flight for survival.This mechanism functions at a physical level, to preserve life of course, and also at an emotional level, to preserve sanity.
We are in the profound habit of avoiding pain at all costs, to buffer the traumatic experiences we don’t want to remember. Why? because so far we have not recovered the consciousness, the part of our self that is still buried into the trauma. We are confused with our pain.
We always want to revisit that space within to heal, that’s why there is a reoccurrence of problems in life, and we are fighting it with the ancient surviving mode of our lizard brain. We don’t let ourselves touch the real experience that created the trauma in the first place, suppressing the natural healing mode thereof. It therefore gets stored, out of reach in our subconscious.
That is how we become addicted to some character traits, habits and behaviors that become addictions or compulsions. That’s how the persona is created. A portion of our consciousness, our natural clarity and positive outlook is obliterated, replaced by an addiction that becomes a program overtime and directs our behaviors.
In order to conjure up negative behaviors, thoughts or feelings that have become unconscious addictions ruling our lives, one has to become aware of the trauma or core issue, the painful experience behind. Once that trauma is finally demystified and digested, it can be accepted and thus resolved. You then regain Consciousness, the piece of you that had escaped in the survival mode.
How does that happen? The way that this “little miracle” can happen is in the willingness to tackle the areas of your life that you have denied because it was too painful to face. We have to have the willingness to “face the music” because only then, will we be able to recover the pearls waiting for us to be retrieved. And that is the hardest because we are afraid of pain, we pushed it back, until it becomes a vague but still throbbing memory blocking the flow of our well-being. These blocks show up with worries, stress, anxiety and so forth.
Every pain, trauma, disturbing events in anyone’s life goes into a huge storage within— the subconscious treasury— and this is where it marinates creating fumes that peer at the surface into negative experiences, thoughts and feelings to deep addictions when the button is pushed beyond the point of release.
We can certainly retrain our brain to think differently about a situation. Or we can superficially erase our negative emotions. We can forcefully retrain our behaviors, but that comes with a price— the denial of a part of ourselves. It is a partial conquest and the real work remains to be done.
The New era is the time when humanity conquers the last part of its consciousness. It takes courage and determination to end the denial and own the subconscious space. That will radically stop the pursuit of addictions and compulsive behaviors with their procession of pain.
Questions?
- Tired of fighting life with negative feelings and behaviors that zap your well-being?
- Wanting to grow from surviving out of fear to living out of clear choice?
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About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Oct 21, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Well, we are an energy system and as long as we don’t hold all our pieces within, we are flying off the handle! Literally. Hard to stop energy from moving!
So imagine, there you are, momentarily harnessed in you, and all is groovy. Then something happens in your environment, at work, at home, wherever. A thought hit your mind and off you go… out!
Your child is hurting, you see something on TV that moves you, a friend confides in you, a co-worker is struggling, clients expose their problems, you have all these demands made on your system, soliciting your energy. To a degree you hold on well. You are efficient, you respond, you are a trained and responsible asset of your family, your company, your enterprise, wherever you operate. So far so good.
But something moves in you at all times, your energy, the energy of others, the collective unconsciousness, the climate, your biorhythms, you are constantly subjected to a ton of solicitations and you do your very best to balance and counteract their effects.
First off, we have to understand that no matter how well we function, we still are fragmented; that is the premises of humanity, since we lose a part of our consciousness by incarnating in our body. So as long as we are not whole, which means having done our work of retrieving our missing parts, we are going to go out! Because it is the most natural place our energy is going to go to search for its missing part. It is also called the projection mechanism.
We see something outside that resembles us, a fragment of us in the 3-D mirror, and off we go. We project ourselves onto our loved ones, our children, a colleague, a friend, you name it! Then we become co-dependent with those protagonists with the invariable count of expectation, resentment, jealousy, all the way to excessive love, guilt and compassion.
That is a solid habit that all of us are attached to. We have done that for life times, trying to find ourselves in the outer world, in the reflection of the mirror… because that’s what is presented to us to begin with, that’s what we know!
Away from ourselves, we feel bad. That is a natural response of our guidance system letting us know that we stepped away!
So how to remedy that state of things, come back to ourselves and operate from a centered place, solidly harnessed into our Self? How do we come from a loving place, a place of detachment, which means coming from an original place of love, the true heart, instead of being there into someone and love in retrospect?
We certainly have learned a lot, especially in the last decades. We do yoga, we meditate, we take care of our emotions. We have awaken. And that’s good. Is it enough? No, it’s a progress but we are still incomplete.
We don’t know that there is a part of our divine essence that is still missing. We kind of heard of it, at least some of us, but we don’t really measure the distance that still separates us from that deep unity with the full count of energy that we really are.
And it’s not our fault. That part of divinity never really revealed itself but lately. The Mother of Creation has been treated as a secondary element of divinity. Eve was born from a rib of Adam…ha ha… The Goddess energy has never really been validated to the true measure that She is and therefore, we are still treating Her, the missing part of ourselves, with unconscious fear and a little condescendence and we don’t know how to really approach it and own it.
Stay tuned for more next time…
Questions?
- Taken away from yourself by your children, your partner, your job, your friends?
- Longing to enjoy without having to pay a price?
Hey, let’s chat, that’s what I am here for, to help you find out more about the joy of being you without restrictions! Drop me a line at info@nataliekawai.com or PM me on Facebook!
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Aug 23, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Everything in our world is given birth by a mother! We are of course, and all the animals and plants. The transport of nutrients from mother to embryo appears to be the common life vehicle for all of us. The maternal placenta and blood vessels are developing and sustaining the embryo. It is called viviparity which means giving life birth.
That model comes from another one, the divine energy that created us. Behind all creation there are parents, a Mother and a Father, who give birth and have specific roles in that giving life process. We are created in the liking of both our biological and divine parents.
For eons of time we have focused all our attention to just one side of the creative process, the Father side; the Spirit and electrical aspect of the equation.The Mother side, still mostly unknown and un-recognized all the way is the Will, coming from the Whole; the magnetic aspect of creation. This aspect grounds us to our Source, it is the part that gives birth and sustains the whole life process.
We have a tendency to take that process for granted, to sort of forget where we are coming from, because it feels natural to be created. We are as fresh as a button, not asking ourselves any questions and enjoying our situation, thanking the Father for having created us. Ok, and if He’s certainly part of the process… who carried the embryo, the seed, nurtured it until it became ready to be on its own? The Mother of course.
The Mother is the emotional energy, the feeling energy, repressed so deeply that we barely feel its core origin. We have been in the habit of wiping out what was not feeling good and buried a precious portion of ourselves unknowingly. If we don’t feel what we really feel, then we miss the point. We miss a part of ourselves, the Will, still buried and lost underneath.
The Will is the oil from which our Spirit can burn. It is the conduit to our Source.
We have to take ownership of the lost Will, by recognizing that our negative emotions are the very signals driving us to the parts of ourselves still un-awakened. That entails to stop the denial of our negative emotions, stop covering them up with better thoughts/ positive attitude, and stop erasing them all together. Because if we continue to do so, we perpetuate this gap with ourself, thus preventing our wholeness.
We have contoured our pain forever in a profound repulsion mechanism. We never want to feel pain. We have become the champion of quick fixes and instant gratification. And as long as we don’t want to take a look at our pain, we will keep away from our selves from our original Source. As long as we keep our pain in the denial pit with a temporary fix, we will keep avoiding our basic and true self and keep ego with darkness in the mix. There is no way around that.
As long as we don’t recognize the Mother aspect of creation, we will not be able to ground ourselves all the way to our Source and become whole.
As women it is our responsibility to not only give birth to men, but also to guide them to the other side, into the receptiveness of their feminine energy. In order to be able to do that, we have to become whole ourselves, by regaining our lost Will.
Questions:
Are you ready to get more real and truly fulfilled in your life?
To evolve to the next level of consciousness?
Are you ready to recover the power that lies underneath your negative emotions
Instead of controlling them with your thoughts?
Are you ready to be whole once and for all,
establish balance between masculine & feminine and
end discordances and duality within yourself and between all people?
Then book your free 1:1 consultation with me and let’s get started! info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie Kawai
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness.Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Aug 1, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
What is our destiny as the people of Earth? Why are we here and what are we supposed to do? What is the purpose of life? Why do we die, and why do we have to go through torments, pains, frustrations, and desires that remain unfulfilled? Why do we all dream about a better world?
Whether we admit it or not, we all are haunted by these questions. We try to live our lives in the best possible way to enjoy and create what we want so we can be happy, or at least convince ourselves that we are. We actively create on Earth an emulation of Source that we “think” will bring us happiness and fulfillment. We mimic our Source to feel happy. We do that mostly by controlling our mindset. It is a first step and it is of course a good one, but restricted. We function on half our potential and we don’t even know it!
Thinking that achieving wellbeing in a material and emotional manner, flowing positive thoughts, cultivating a good attitude, changing old programs for better ones is going to fulfill our ultimate goal is still part of a temporary illusion. It only means “emulating” Source, but it doesn’t mean we have achieved our true purpose, which is being Source -—consciously experiencing what was ours to begin with; the piece of real estate that we used to own in Source. That only will give us a deep sense of fulfillment that nothing can compare with.
As human beings we have a hard time conceiving that we can BE Source, because we feel that this would be a form of blasphemy, we are attached to not being entitled. We are still traumatized by our entry into the world, our incarnation that was pretty hectic one must say! We are deeply embedded with a sense of having done something wrong and therefore hang on to our diminished sense of being.
Returning to full consciousness is the purpose of our life. It means to actively search for the parts of us that are still in limbo. Then we will be able to apply that consciousness to the vivid creation of our life. That only will fulfill us, since creativity is our primary identity.
Question –
Still confused about the purpose of your life?
Don’t hesitate to reach out for me! We’ll have a conversation and share our experiences! info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Jul 19, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
How to feel better out of the crows of jealousy
Even when spiritually evolved, a lingering feeling of jealousy can harbor within the best hidden place in us. If we don’t understand why it is there and what to do about it, a lot of energy otherwise held up can be freed!
Repurpose the energy entrapped into jealousy.
When you feel jealous, it’s because your energy is into someone else or something else. The typical crime of passion describes it very clearly. Curtis loves Cecilia who betrays him with Neal. Curtis is all the way entrenched into Cecilia, to the point of total blindness of reason. Curtis kills Neal, because he needs to own Cecilia entirely. His emotions raised to fury when he learns that Cecilia went with Neal, because at this very moment, he feels that he lost a huge piece of himself and that makes him furious, to the point of suppressing a life.
That is extreme of course, but very descriptive.
When you envy someone for their looks, their success, their career, or whatever they have that looks like a benefit you deeply want, you are jealous. You become identified with something outside of you. That feeling can range from mild to extreme and it haunts you, whether you admit it or not. You can camouflage it, put some kind thoughts or words on it— “I am happy for you”, and pretend that you are not jealous, but… that is just a form of repression.
Repression is not doing any good to your system, even though you might feel you are in control.
Jealousy is the most natural feeling that we humans can feel when we don’t have the quality or advantage we want in life and look around at those who have it. Why? Because of our habit to project ourselves out, and to project what we want onto the world in a desperate attempt to get it.
Jealousy is a strong signal that you are away from yourself, yearning for that piece of you, you are trying to get by projecting it outside on the screen of life.
This pursuit never works and one will always end up feeling frustrated, sad, morose, enraged or disillusioned. Looking to find ourselves into others and into the three dimensional reality is a deep illusion that even those who know about it fall into, because it has many layers.
What to do about it. Number one rule. Don’t deny!
Follow the stream of your emotion. Feel it to the brim until it is all transformed, turned back into pure power. Then you will have triumphed from your projection, your alienation outside of you and return to your Self, and your own power.
Questions:
- When jealous, are you ashamed, angry, self-critical, sad, aggressive?
- Do you repress your jealousy not knowing what to do with it?
- Or launch it out creating deviated frictions?
If you knew how to deal with your jealousy and return to peace without suffering, you would have done it a long time ago! I can help with radical solutions. Don’t hesitate to connect with me at info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
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